WANNA BE RIGHT OR HAPPY?

These days my confidence comes not from being right, but from not fearing to be wrong.  

Know Thyself

But it wasn't always this way.  Looking back, I  see that many of the debates and arguments in which I participated revolved around wanting to be right.  There was an urgency coming from deep within, a powerful push to come out on top. 

This wasn't about winning and certainly not about thinking that I was more intelligent than my “opponent”.  No, it was something much deeper; so deep in fact, I wasn't even aware it existed.  When it reared its ugly head, I had to instantly and robotically become one with it so as to be able to continue the charade.  I didn't know it was a sham, mind you, but it was just that.

That thing so deep within, well that was FEAR.  Growing up in a war zone mandated the appearance of assurance.  It wasn't safe to be seen as wrong or weak.  So, I bucked up, pushed out my lower lip and stood strong.  As strong as a little girl can stand, that is.  I was a great little actress but that didn't win me any awards.

The Most Important Relationship is with Yourself

Not fearing to be wrong was a result of a great deal of trial and error.  Eventually I found that falling, then getting up and falling again and getting up again indeed make me strong.  I learned that making a mistake is not equal to death.  Owning my missteps makes me more powerful and confident. 

Ultimately, it’s about loving me.  I didn't yell at my young son when he made a “boo-boo” because I understood he was learning something new.  Ah; I get it. I now feel the same way toward myself.  I’m always learning something new and hope to continue until I draw my very last breath. There will be many more ups and downs, but each journey into the valley and up to the peak is precious to me.

Peace accompanies not having to be right.  The more I let go of being right, the more RIGHT I become.  Go figure…!

HORROR WITHIN FOUR WALLS: Energetic Space Clearing

“Kill Your Family!”

Residential Energetic Space Clearing

Actual Case Synopsis

 

Is your home hosting entities ?

 “Kill your family NOW!”  In late 2012 I received an emergency call for help.  a teenager was hearing voices. 

The teen was constantly fighting the commands in his head; his parents were terribly afraid he was losing the battle.

“He may be schizophrenic; it runs in our family.”   Mom, clearly desperate, needed help before it was too late.

Family Home/ Male Teen’s Bedroom:

Stepping into the teen’s room, I felt stifled.  It was dark; I had trouble breathing.  I was drawn to extreme anxiety and sadness in the bathroom and  I felt hostility coming from the far right corner.  His girlfriend then confided that the young man often cried in the bathroom and complained about a creepy feeling in that particular corner.

Assessment:  Entity

I felt the presence of an entity in the bedroom.  As defined in the Miriam-Webster Dictionary an entity is something that has separate and distinct existence.  It is an energy that does not belong to you, but as host (no matter how unwilling or unknowing), you become home and survival to this parasitical presence.

As soon as I closed my eyes, I “saw” the entity.  He was crouched over as though he was prepared to attack.  His arms were held high, arched and ready to pounce.  He appeared very angry and reeked with rage.  

“GET OUT OF MY HOUSE OR I WILL GET MY GUN AND KILL YOU!”

 Entities range from bothersome to extremely harmful, and in many cases, you may not even know they are in your space.  However, if you’ve recently experienced some or all of the following symptoms, which can come about quickly or over a period of time, you have quite likely become a host.

·       Agitation

·       Depression

·       Craving for sugar, alcohol or other unusual  

              substances as never before

·       Lack of sleep and/or nightmares

·       Unexplainable illness, aches and pains

·       Arguing with others in the home

Back Story:

In my opinion, the young man is not schizophrenic, but rather, very sensitive and able to pick up on the vibration and frequency of the old man’s energy.  He is also feeling the anger and mistaking it, as well as the desire to kill the family, for his own. 

When the elderly mother and father of my client’s husband needed assistance due to Grandfather’s Alzheimer’s disease, his family moved in.  After an add-on to the home, the back patio, where Grandpa spent most days alone, became the teenager’s room. 

The old man still believed he was out on his quiet patio only to be disturbed by the annoying teenager.  Because he had Alzheimer’s disease upon his death, he didn’t recognize his own family, therefore, intended to protect his property by shooting and killing the intruders! 

Grandpa didn’t realize he was deceased, which is so often the case in “hauntings”.  I invited the entity (ghost) to walk into the light with me as a way to remove him from this world and help transition into another dimension (some call it Heaven/Hell) where only the energy of the Soul remains (no body).

Result:

Grandpa crossed over to greet his beloved with no further ado.  I could breathe much easier.  The heaviness I’d felt was gone;  the house felt lighter and energetically cleaner.  The young man’s bedroom was no longer ominous, but now peaceful.

That might have been the end of the story.  It isn’t. 

I’ll write again soon and let you know what happened next (an astonishing look into human nature). 

Truth IS stranger than fiction…